Little shoppe of horrors

Hello , this is me venting after a night of intense conversations with my best friend in the whole world. He is someone I’ve been with for four years and we have this bond like NO OTHER. We might be not “together-together” like before, but sure as hell we are going to be together forever. We truly understand each other and we know everything about each other. He had recently told me about how I should never keep the term “friends” so loosely. This is why…he found that someone, who claimed to be my friend around people, was talking SMACK behind my back… to him and others. He loves me enough to tell me about who I should trust. Typical girls, I don’t expect anything fancier. I came home from his house at 4am last night crying because I already knew that my close friends around me were dropping like flies, because of drama they caused between each other, and i was stuck in the crossfires…then he gave me this news about another “friend” of mine. In my mind, why hold a grudge on people. Why should I hate on someone and why should I feel the need to let some people get under my skin. My life is filled with downfalls and I have been trying to pick myself up, by myself… and get back to a very stable world. God has put me through tribulations and trials and I know that He is doing this, He is taking people that I don’t need out of my life to protect me. God has given me true friends in my life that have stuck by me through EVERYTHING, through my lowest points. I will not hate on people, I will not judge them, I will be upset for a while, but they will never be seen as a true friend in my eyes, I will fight through. If this person needed me in some way, I would be there. Lord bless all those who have hurt me. Help them see the light towards goodness and forgive them, as I have. 

We live in love, even if people don’t love us back.

(Source: w0rk-hardplayhard)